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Wednesday, 11.1.2012

2012-01-11T17:52:00.008+08:00

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I'm sick of everyone and everything. It sucks when things doesn't go your way isn't it?

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Saturday, 7.1.2012

2012-01-07T20:07:00.005+08:00

Today, I brought a new laptop - Acer Aspire 4755G (Black). The graphic is 2G, memory is 750GB, 14.0'' HD LED, Intel Core 2.4GHz w/ Turbo boost 3.0 GHz. It's mainly used for gaming. What I like about the laptop is the touchpad pointing device supporting scroll. Which makes scrolling the page easy. It also comes with Essential I.T Accessories and a Difrnce PMP Player.

However, I don't feel excited at all because whenever I buy new things, I tend to get excited. I don't feel excited because all I think about is my ITE stuff. Why can't I fucking get into Digital Audio & Video Production in College West when my aggregate point is 8, which is eligible to this course (written in the ITE booklet). I fucking get shortlisted into Interactive Media Design at Tampines campus again after appealing.

I thought I could walk the path of having Digital Audio & Video Production as my course, work hard and get into Ngee Ann Poly (Film, Sound & Video course) (just to get a cert). That fucking ruined my life!

Thursday, 29.12.2011

2011-12-29T20:29:00.017+08:00

Today was an awesome day! Celebrate my birthday with Lianna and Willyn :)
It goes like this.. Around 4 PM plus, I received a text from Lianna that I can prepare to get ready to go to her house. Reached her block and I meet her at the 16th floor to puff first. After that, we head back to her house. She opened the door and I went in first.

Shocked to see Willyn holding a small cupcake with a candle on it. Was shocked because beforehand, she text me that she couldn't meet me because of her work. Liar.
Before all the pictures taking, blowing the candle, making birthday wish and eating the pizza, I was forced to wear a ribbon thing on my head. Which makes me look ridiculous :(

After the picture taking, blowing the candle and making birthday wish, they gave me my present. I opened it and it was funny because of the superman undies. But the awesome thing is, I finally get the singlet I've always wanted - Singlet with loose side and the graphic is nice. Totally love it. So basically, my present consists of Superman undies, Singlet with loose side and a pencil case. The pencil case described about my personality if I doesn't want to talk to people :)

After opening my present, we ate. There's two box of pizza, onion ring, cinnamon bread and drinks. It's delicious because it's been a long time since I ate pizza :\

Throughout the celebration, I kept asking them if I can take off the ribbon thing on my head and they said no :( Before I left Lianna's house, we took pictures again. But this time using the polaroid camera. After taking, bid goodbye to Lianna and Willyn. Overall, it was an enjoyable celebration with them :) Once again, thank you girls.

So here's the people I want to thank. Thank you for sending me birthday greetings! Grateful much :)
To those who I've wished you on your birthday and you never wish me, fuck you. I don't need/demand any presents from you. I just want a birthday greeting. I'm happy enough if you wished me. So yeah... here's the awesome people:

Lianna Ma.
Willyn Yeo.
Pal.
Toh XinYi.
Fendy Kor.
Alex Koh.
Mum.
Shannon Vincent.
Kelly Jie.
Wally Toh.
YiBin Eng.
Vant.
MinHui.
Sharon McClean.
Nyssa Lam Chi Kei.
Warren Waffles.
Anna Ling.
Javier Alesana Czy.
Jacqueline Lim.
Jorge Gonzalez.
Karine DozingOff.
Victo Wew.
Jennifer May Estrella Gonzales.
XiaoZhu Pigu Numb Numb.
Raden Ajeng Ariefiani Arifin.
Paige Windsor.

Saturday, 8.10.2011

2011-10-08T09:22:00.011+08:00

Yesterday was the last day of my N Level paper. I can’t really describe my feeling. I felt happy and sad at the same time. The reason why I’m sad is because all the past happenings in my secondary school life will be stored as memories in my brain. End of secondary school life = end of teenager days. Still, I’m not prepared to become an adult. As for happy, I can’t wait to work and have a whole make over for the way I dress when I go out.

Even a few months before N Level, I’ve already listed out what I need/want to buy.
Here’s the list:

1. Ipod Nano (16GB) (208$+15$ GST)
2. Radii Moon Walker Shoes (Black): 199$
3. Radii StraightJacket (Black Red): 219$
4. Nike Air Flytop (Black): 189$
5. Puma Suede x Undefeated (Black): 129$

6. Backpack Bag (Black): (Approximately: 80$)
7. Stainless Water Bottle: (Approximately: 20$)
8. Pencil Case: (Approximately: 15$)
9. Stationeries: (Approximately: 15$)

(*I tend to prepare some ‘extra’ money than the exact price in case of some price changed or GST*)

So basically, I always buy things for reasons. I need an Ipod Nano because I know I will need to spend time in School (ITE) for long hours. If I continuously listen music from my mobile, the battery level will decrease very fast. That’s why I need an Ipod Nano. And it’s necessary for me to listen music :\

As for those high cut shoes, like I said, I’m changing the way on how I dress when I go out. For number 6 to 9 is for School needs :)

Alright, let’s talk about my good, close friends.
I just can’t bear to separate with them. Still, what can I do? Life just goes on. Um, I wouldn’t want to type out all the memories I had with them. All those memories are available at my old blog. You can read them if you want to :)

But first, I needa warn you about my typing. Cause the way I typed in the past is seriously
-.-ll

Somehow, I do not wish to make friends with the same character like what my close friends had. I just do not want those new friends of mine in the future to replace them.

Like Lianna, I have to admit her attitude in the past was bad. Now, she improved a lot because of someone she love :) Sometimes without her in School makes me feel damn awkward and shy. Without her, I don’t dare to react ‘big movement’. Like, I can sit down on the chair with my both arms on the table without moving for long hours. Then, my whole arm will go numb. So sometimes, I really need to ‘open up’ a lil bit.

She’s protective too. In the past (Secondary 1 to 2), I often get teased by those malay boys. She’ll stand up for me by telling them to stop it. She’s also the best tag team partner I had whenever we want to talk back to any teachers XD

During my whole year in Secondary school, I also get close with Poh Choo. Which now, she’s my Pal. Whenever I need help, she will try her best to get it or do it for me. Which I really appreciate it a lot :)
When hanging out with her, I will just talk to her about the things which I want to say without considering it. Which makes me feel better too. It’s because, I don’t always talk freely to the people around me. I always keep it to myself. Among my 3 close friends, she’s the one I’m very comfortable with. Maybe it’s because we spend more time with each other.

Not forgetting Willyn :D Whenever I see her around my School, I tend to brighten up a lil bit.
Even thou she left my class when we’re like secondary 2, all those memories are still important to me. She loved to gang up with Lianna and disturb me. For example, when I fall asleep in class, they tend to steal my sweets. Or even touch my boobs.. which I can’t feel anything and continue to sleep. Lmao.
They’re my sweet stealer and I love to share my sweets with them :)

Typing out what I want to say really do make me tear. Totally hate this feeling. My new journey starts next year. My partner in School will change. But still, I will keep in contact with them.

Now… what about Butchy? I hate to leave Butchy as my obsession. As a matter of fact, Butchy knows nothing about how I felt towards Butchy. WTF!! :(
Still, it’s really impossible between us. WEIRD.

This Sunday, I'm going for a job interview. Which is at Somerset. It's a clothing store called Uniqlo. Hopefully I'm able to get into this job because the salary for full time wasn't that bad.

One last thing, I’ve changed my hairstyle to side shaved :) Teehee, like it very much. Like I said, I do everything with a purpose or a reason. Somehow, I want people to know I’m bisexual just by looking at my hair. Side-shaved hairstyle for girls tend to display both a masculine and feminine visage. That’s means, I’m officially looking for someone to love.

Sunday, 17.7.2011

2011-07-18T18:35:00.000+08:00

Gotten a dog yesterday (Sunday, 17.7.2011) afternoon : ) The breed is black Labrador Retriever dog. It's a male so Mum decided to name it Rocky. It's birthday is on 3rd March.

So yesterday after my home tuition, Mum called home and told David and I to meet her near Bukit Panjang Plaza. We cycled instead of walking. Reached there and waited for about 10 to 15 minutes. Throughout the whole journey back home, we walked.

Mum was the one carrying Rocky. Kinda heavy :\ As we were walking, Rocky fall asleep leaning on Mum's chest. He's enjoying. There's something funny about Rocky was that whenever we put him outside the doorstep, near the lift area or any other unfamiliar place to him, he starts to cry. Or he will cling tightly on the the floor and shiver.

The reason why he will do that it's because he thought that we're gonna abandon/dump him. I'm actually dying to bring him to Zhenghua Park and have a walk after my cycling session everyday but it seems like it's impossible : ( Or maybe it takes time to train him.

It's irritating sometimes because he love to bite stuff. Human feets too. When I was walking from Mum's room to the kitchen, he will follow me. Either biting my feet, moving around my feet to prevent me from walking or placing one of his paw on my feet.

Did some research about black Labrador Retriever. They're active for out-door activities and it's a mouthy dog. That's why they like to bite stuff. So need to buy some squeezable bone or toys to let him bite as his teeth is growing. I don't see his active for out-door because he don't even dare to step out of the house. But he kept running around the living room and kitchen area. So he's active in the indoor.

Time to add Rocky into my life <3

Monday, 18.7.2011 [Rocky's Pictures]

2011-07-18T17:59:00.002+08:00

Tuesday, 5.7.2011

2011-07-05T15:31:00.009+08:00

Today, I had so much FUN during P.E lesson : )

Here's the time-table for today.
1. Science (Half an hour).
2. English.
3. Recess.
4. P.E
5. Mathematics.
6. Mother Tongue.
7. CPA.

As per normal, during Science lesson, we do worksheets. After Science, it was English. Miss.Goh was absent from School. A relief teacher came in and we're supposed to do the English Workbook Paper 2.

After English, Recess. Listened to Music while Lianna and Max head down to the Canteen to have their Lunch. The bell rang and recess is over. A few of my classmate asked me why I'm not in my P.E attire. Told them that I'm waiting for Lianna.

After a while, Lianna and Max came. Lmfao, I do not know how did Max manage to wear the P.E shirt around his head except for his eyes. He look like some niqab women. ('niqab', I google for it. Search the google image. Hahah)

Went to the toilet near the Music Room to change. After changing, we head to the Riffle Room because Lianna want to collect something from the nurse. After that, to the Dance Studio because the last P.E lesson, Lianna and I choose Folk Dance. There were a few choices like Badminton, Fitness and Frisbee.

Lianna and I first choose Fitness. But we decided to change. I'm just following her flow : )
Reached outside the Dance Studio. Took off our shoes and socks. Went in and pair with Javier and Lianna.

Mdm.Yeo demonstrate the Russia Dance and half of the class laughed. Mushroom head. Hahah, damn funny and cute. Lianna was the middle girl. So the left and right person beside her is supposed to hold her hand.

At first, I don't dare to hold her hand. I saw everyone is holding each other's hand so I followed. Javier doesn't want to hold Lianna's hand so replaced with Max. Tried following the dance steps like jumping forward with one foot at the time, going under each other's arm and forming into a small circle and move in a direction.

I wasn't willing to do it at first. But I told myself to open up. Everybody is having fun, so why not? True enough, it was really fun. Jian Hui and Max were the funny jokers. Like Max was hiding behind the big box thingy. Jian Hui told Mdm. Yeo that Max went out of the Dance Studio. Mdm.Yeo was heading to the door because she wants to lock it and Max suddenly appear. Mdm.Yeo smiled and the class laughed.

Suddenly, Mdm.Yeo wants me to demonstrate too. I wasn't willing to hold her hand but no choice. GIANT HAND.

Do the dance a few times and it's in my brain. Fun part for me was forming into a small circle, move in a circle direction and I love to use force to drag Lianna around. Sometimes when we were jumping forward with one foot at a time, the next step is to jump backward with one foot at a time. Jian Hui's group clash with the front Girls' group. And everybody in front fall onto the floor.

After a while, we all sat down and Mdm.Yeo talked to us about 'Life' stuff. Quickly take a tissue and clean my forehead because I'm perspiring (I want my fringe to maintain straightness). In fact, everyone was perspiring. After P.E, Mathematics. Then Mother Tongue. Funny and a boring lesson. The class love to make Ah Moi (Mdm. Chang Ngiet Moi) angry.

I was using Lianna's umbrella to hit my right upper arm because it's aching. There she come in front of my table. So I purposely put the umbrella behind her shaggy ass. End up she took it and put it in front of the Teacher's table. Asked Pal to help me take it back.

After MT, CPA. Half of the class do a theory paper because another half went for their N Level English Oral. One of them is Lianna! Hope she'll do well because I know she can. After CPA, went home.

Decided to ride my Bike. Washed my water bottle because I want to refill it with Ice Lemon Tea. Brought my sling bag along. Inside, it contains my water bottle and a knife (for self-protection of perverts). Ride from Zhenghua Park to Jelapang. Back to Zhenghua Park and ride another round at Zhenghua Park. Long distance. That's the reason why I need to drink some liquid.

This Thursday, I'm taking N Level English Oral. It's actually impossible to feel nervous for it. But still, I need to stay calm and relax in order to prevent any silly mistakes.

Butchy~ Where are you? I miss you.

Wednesday, 18.5.2011

2011-05-18T14:57:00.013+08:00

- Self Hurt Of First Love -

When the world turns quiet, Valdis starts to reminisce the past. Those joyful and painful memories... it flows freely into her mind like blood.

It was all thanks to fate which brought them together - able to in the same class, their School live wasn't boring or tough.

"Valerie, what do you want to eat?" asked Valdis.
"I don't know. Perhaps, I do not want to eat." replied Valerie.

Those expression... It hurts Valdis to see her being like this.

"Here, I've gotten a cup of corn with butter for you. Mix it well." said Valdis.

Valerie looked at Valdis surprisingly,
"What about you?"

Valdis forced her smile at Valerie without an answer.

When Valerie was about to finish her cup corn, the School bell began to ring. Living in their own world, they did not notice that everyone was lining up at the parade square, getting ready to head back to the classroom.

Valdis grabbed Valerie's hand and ran to the parade square. In the nick of time, they managed to follow their class que. As time goes by, Valdis's stomach began to growl. All she had in mind was Valarie. Seeing her happy is enough, without knowing the reason why.

There was once when they were waiting for their extra class to start, they sat on the canteen bench. Valerie sat beside Valdis and held her right hand, looking at her beautiful pinky finger.

"One day, I will cut off your pinky finger and replace it with mine." said Valerie.
"I will agree to it but save some money for the operation first!" laughed Valdis.

With Valerie's hand holding onto Valdis's pinky finger, Valerie laid her head on Valdis's shoulders.

This moment... Valdis wished the time could stop. Yet another painful but happy memory for her the next time. When they spend their School life together, Valdis was always the one putting efforts in this relationship. Making Valerie happy no matter what.

When they reached Grade 3, fate decided to separate them. First few days after their lessons, they will meet up with each other. Talk like they never talk before, laugh like they never laugh before.

One thing Valdis did not know was why they stop meeting each other. Soon, they lost the communication of friendship. As years goes by, the word 'strangers' is what they have in mind.

Every break time, Valdis was always alone. She only had a few friends because she don't speak much to people around her. Thinking....... and thinking. Valdis is always in a deep thought. Valerie and her new friends were chatting and laughing happily beside the bench where Valdis sits. She treats Valdis as an invisible tool. All Valdis hope was Valerie, too look at her once again.

Reality is always cruel. Up till now, 13th May 2011, they did not communicate. The only thing Valdis did was adding Valerie in Facebook.

Valdis began to cry when she reminisce those memories. Slitting her wrist, she thought,
"Why?"
"Why must you do that to me?"
"Does our memories even exist to you?"

The worst part was, no one was there to comfort her when she's in pain.

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Took me a few days to write out my past memories.
A big thank to David for helping me to check if there is any mistakes. -

Tuesday, 3.5.2011

2011-05-03T15:17:00.012+08:00

[I was a lil touched when Lianna wrote this on my Sticky Sweets. It was supposed to be 'Jar of Happiness' because I felt happy every time I eat it. But whatever it is, I appreciate it because she's the one who wrote it]

Today, I had so much fun during P.E lesson. All thanks to Lianna!

Okay, this post is gonna be wordy because I'm talking about my story.
Took the LRT train to School as usual. Reached School and walk the staircase up to 4th floor. When I was walking past Willyn's Class, out of no where, I felt someone's hand holding onto my arms tightly, with a 'Boo!'.

Fright the shit hell outta me. I wasn't on my guard because I was always tired in the morning. After her plan of frightening me succeed, she asked me if I got study for Exams. I answered with a No, I'll try to study today. Hahah, lmfao. Every time I'm at home, I don't have the mood for studying. I always spend the time doing the things I like.

After a while, make my way to the back gate to meet Lianna. When I was walking along the Canteen area, the bell rang. But I still insist of waiting for Lianna. When we reached the Parade Square, half the School is already seated.

First lesson was Mathematics. Followed by Science and then recess. During recess, went down to canteen to buy plain waffle for myself while I treat Lianna Chicken Burger. After purchasing, we went up to Class. It was so quiet because it's only the two of us. Lmfao.

After recess, it's CPA. I don't get why teachers kept asking me if I had a haircut for my fringe. It's no big deal actually. First it was Mdm.Ho who spot the difference and asked me if I cut my fringe. Second is Miss.Koh, when I was going to the toilet during recess. It's just some long fringe being cut a few days ago.

During CPA, I WAS VERBALLY MOLESTED BY LIANNA. But I did gain my justice back. I finally felt her boobs! Been such a long time.. Hahah, Awesome much. I'm very sorry, Jess baby girl♥

Lianna sat beside me during the entire lesson, that's why she;s able to molest me. The reason why I'm able to feel her boobs is because she kept coming close to me. When I want to turn to the another side, I touched until her boobs because she's leaning towards me.

Sometimes, she use her leg to seduce my leg. Without any reason, she will put her arm around the chair I'm sitting. As usual, she will make those stupid, funny, pervy faces to me. Totally hilarious.

After CPA, P.E lesson. Played Basketball with Lianna only. Fun much because it's only the two of us playing basketball. She ran out of energy this time. Hahah. Played 'snatching of ball before shooting it. '

I do not know why I suddenly recalled playing Basketball with Gabrielle. Total disturber memory of mine. Can I ask for another chance to play with her again? The playground is always full of memories. It just hurt so much. Bittersweet memories.

Thursday, 7.4.2011

2011-04-07T16:28:00.009+08:00

Happy 16th Birthday, Lianna Ma Ying Zhi !!

Manage to woke up at 12 AM just now. It's because I wanted to sent a birthday text message to Lianna : )

First lesson is CPA. Whole class stayed in the classroom because we're doing paper work. Sleepy like shit. Whenever there's people whose head is on the table, Mdm.Ho would knock the table. So I decided to sleep with my left knuckle on my left eyebrow which will cover my left eye. I don't need to care about the other eye because my fringe is covering it.

Can't sleep properly thou. After CPA, P.E. I was feeling very normal because I thought it would just be a re-take for 5 Station. Who knows it's 2.4 KM run again. Fuck sake, I did not eat anything for breadfast. So I'm feeling very scared.

Lianna, my savior wants to run 2.4 KM with me. I was like why? It's a long distance and you've already pass your 2.4 KM run. Why waste your time running with me? It's your birthday somemore. When we're sitting down at the Bus Bay, Lianna molested me. I allowed her to do so since it's her birthday.

Anything but one condition. Never can she take my first kiss, first hug.

Then, we began to run from the main gate. This time, I improved by 2 minutes again. From the timing 21 point something, it became 19 point something. All thanks to her. When she's running with me, she still can talk and cheer me on. Like where the hell did she get all her energy? When running, I find it irritating and annoying because my lower back hurt like shit. It's an always.

After P.E lesson, recess. Didn't eat anything cause I got no appetite. I just drink Pink Dolphine. After recess, English lesson. During English lesson, another molestation case. Lianna touch my boobs.

After that, Science lesson and then Maths lesson. I get scolded by Mdm.Yeo a lots of time. Firstly, I didn't do the worksheet she gave us yesterday and when she asked me where is the worksheet, I don't know what to say because I never do. So I just stare at her and she tell me not to give her that face. Sad case.

Secondly, after I've finished doing the worksheet she gave us yesterday, I decided to take a rest because there's a new worksheet given out and we're supposed to do.

She scolded me something like 'defiance'? I don't feel the anger of getting scolded. In fact, funny.
Lmfao. No choice but to do. After a while, I asked her permission to go to the toilet. Went to the canteen with Lianna instead. Lol, I was very hungry. Ate Waffle while Lianna ate a white bun.

When School ended, went to find Willyn because we're going to buy a birthday cake for Lianna. Walk to BPP and brought a big smiley cake. Surprised her at the opposite of Segar LRT, which is under a HDB Block. Scary and exciting is all I could say. You'll never know what this girl can do.

She's expert in ruining plans/surprises. End up, Willyn surprise her inside the LRT Station. I could hear her scream. Hahahah. Took some pictures too. Ate the cake after that. Overall, it's kinda funny because it's filled with laughter with Max around.

After eating, we all took the LRT Train. I took the train back home with Max while Lianna and Willyn took the other train to somewhere else.

I'm excited for tomorrow. Going cycling with BlueFreak and David. From Bangkit to Bukit Batok :D

I hope you enjoy your day today.
Even thou it's not the best day because of some bitch or feelings you need to deal with,
Just enjoy because today is the day you're born into this world : ))
♥ ♥ ♥

Sunday, 27.3.2011

2011-03-27T14:38:00.011+08:00

Yesterday(26th March), I went to Bukit Gombak with my Dad and lil Brother to get my bike. We set off around 2 or 3 PM plus in the afternoon. After deciding what Bike I want to get in the Shop, I was surprised that Dad want to get one too.

Dad asked the shop owner to add whatever-that-thing-called, it can sit on it. Throughout the whole ride from Bukit Gombak to Bangkit, I sit behind Dad, facing side-way. It reminds me of the past when my Mum and lil Brother is in Philippine, whenever my Dad is free, he would ride me with his Bike to PAP Kindergarten School where the playground is.

The Bike was huge. So he add a sit in front of him so that I can sit on it. It's like a small wooden chair. Whenever I sit in front of him, I felt so secure. I would always bring a small bag. Inside it contains two water bottle and my milk bottle. At least, it kills my boredom at home when he rides me to the playground. I'm always alone at home with my maid because my Dad goes to work.

When we reached near Bukit Panjang Plaza. Dad decided to take the Bus home while David and I continue to ride home. I've gain a courage to ring the bell whenever there's people in front of us. Lol. I love speeding the best : )

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Wednesday, 16.3.2011

2011-03-16T12:36:00.010+08:00

1. Explain your current relationship status.
Single.

2. Name a lyric from a song you last listen to.
I love the girls who hate to love because they're just like me

3. What did you do today?
Nothing, blogging now to keep my Blog alive because I just woke up : O

4. Prefer to wear contacts or specs?
None.

5.How many windows are open on this computer?
I open Tabs but not windows.

6. What will you do after this?
Haven't decide yet. Maybe... carry Electric?

7. Where did you get the t-shirt you are wearing?
Peninsula Plaza

8. Do you like to cuddle?
Yes. My cuddle is still a virgin thou.

9.Which one of your cousin is closest to you in age?
Wally.

10. Do you like someone?
Um.. Maybe.

11. Do you like hugs?
Absolutely yes.

12. Are you a loud person?
Maybe, it depends. If Lianna is around me, yes. But when I'm alone or observing, no.

13. Are you wearing underwear now?
No, I always wear boxers. I only wear underwear for some specific reason.

14. Look to your left ,what do you see?
Mum squatting down texting.

15. What is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
Um, I had no idea. Lord will decide.

16.Would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
Mad? Maybe no. They'll keep asking why. But my Dad will nag at me.

17. Have you ever had a crush on your sibling friend?
No way.

18. Does it matter if your boyfriend/girlfriend smoke?
No.

19.Do you really have made a difference in someone's life?
I don't know.

20.Is there a guy or a girl who knows everything about you?
Lol, maybe.

21.Who was the person you had a phone call longer than 7 mins?
No one.

22.How often do you hold back from what you are thinking?
Every time. Sometimes, I don't even know what the hell I'm thinking about. Those imagination/fantasies that is impossible to become reality.

23. Last serious hug?
No one.

24.Would you ever dye your hair blond?
No. It doesn't suit me.

25.Is something bothering you?
No. Currently peaceful. That's why I love holidays : )

26.Had anyone told you , you had pretty eyes?
No. My eyes are too small : (

27.Do you believe that you can change someone?
No.

28.What woke you up this morning?
Nothing but myself.

29.Would you go back in time to change something?
Yes, absolutely.

30.Is it hard leaving people behind?

Yes.

31.What are you excited for?
Nothing. What a boring life.

32.Who was your last missed call from?
Mum.

33.At the moment, are you feeling hot or cold?
Cold. My feet is freezing for no reason.

34. What was your last thing you spent money on?
Ice Cream!

35.Is there a song that reminds you of your whole summer?
No.

36.What are you doing right now?
Typing out the answers while talking to my Mum.

37.Can you handle the truth?
It depends.

38.How's your life lately?
Fine and relaxing.

39.When was the last time you did something you knew you was wrong?
I accused my close friend.

40.If the year consist of 1 season,which one will you choose?
Winter! I love Winter so much.

41.Do you hate being alone ?
No. In fact, it makes me reflect on things that I've done. Or I can do some deep
thinking : )

42.Where were you last night?
Home.

43.Last non-alcoholic drink consume?
Yeo's Winter Melon Drink.

44.Do you currently have a hickey?
What's hickey?

45.Think back to the last person you held hand with,Will you kissed that person?
Lmfao, It's been a long time since I hold someone's hand. My hand is so pure and clean.

46.When did you first get your freedom?
Does half of the freedom counts?

47.Are you drifting away from any of your friends?
I hope not.

48.What are you listening to right now?
Omarion - I Think My Girl Is Bi and Gold90 FM because Mum always on it.

49.What are you doing tonight?
Watching Videos with Vant.

50.Did the last person who put his/her hand around you,mean anything to you?
Lol, no one.

51.Are you wearing socks?
No.

52. Do you have anything in your pockets now?
Yes, my comb.

53.Who was your last text from?
Vant.

54.Are you comfortable answering personal questions?
No.

55.Ever kissed someone who smokes?
My first kiss is still a virgin.

56. Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes. I actually miss butchy : (

57.Are you considered spoilt?
Not sure.

58.Who was the last person to sit on your bed?
No one.

59.Where were you at 2.02 this morning?
At home.

60.Did you sleep last night smiling?
Lmfao. No.

61.Anyone told you a secret this week?
No.

62.When was the last time you bought something?
Last Saturday.

63.Do you play an instrument?
Yes.

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Friday, 11.3.2011

2011-03-11T16:39:00.005+08:00

I WANT A BICYCLE. FUCK EVERYTHING.
Insufficient space.

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Friday, 11.3.2011

2011-03-11T16:35:00.009+08:00

My love, will you please come for me?
My heart’s consumed, I need your sound.
To cradle your motion with my mouth.
Wanting your warmth back and forth.

Not letting you go and only holding on.
There’s no power that can express the delight,
No possible way to make clear my pleasure.
Language has no expression to describe the joy.

Of your nectar on my tongue,
The word ‘luscious’ is completely inadequate.
Your hair touching my nose is ecstasy.
I beg for the flavor of your wine.

My cheeks crave your satin silk.
Ravish me with your lips.
Smother me inside my mouth.
Drench me in your liqueur.

I don’t even want to breathe..
Your jewel is like the flower opening.
To inhale the aroma of your bouquet.
My lips pressed against your flesh.

Such a warm and longing sweet kiss.
Much more intense then your mouth,
It's your intense kiss.

Thursday, 10.3.2011

2011-03-10T15:53:00.027+08:00

Facts about Capricorn. Well.. I find some of it, kinda true.
Bold&Red = Describe how my characteristic is like.

Personality Description:
Capricorns take things seriously.
Capricorns can solve any problem, and enjoy the mental and physical challenge of difficult problems.
Capricorns are wary, and do not trust others easily. (Lol, so true!)
Because of that, we do not make friends easily and quickly. (Yes, I'm lacking of friends)
But once a trust is established, we remain loyal and true. (I'm always loyal)
We behave with dignity, and do not like to hurry. (I seriously dislike rushing. Example of people rushing for Buses/LRT Train, Green-man walking, I die die also don't want to run/chase)
We are very stubborn, and this leads to dogmatic tendancies.
Caprincorns can sometimes lack a sense of humor, their dry wit biting.
Capricorns can and do work hard for long periods of time, and have achieved premient positions worldwide.
Like their symbol -- the goat -- Capricorns can face any challenge.
Capricorns also have a very good memory, being able to hold many, many minute details or facts over long periods of time.
This gift also makes Capricorns unwilling to forgive: we have been known to hold grudges for many years.
Capricorns often drown themselves in work to avoid the emotional part of life.
Capricorns like to be in control of things, though you tend to be rather delicate and emotionally fragile.
*Capricorns also have a very good memory, being able to hold many, many minute details or facts over long periods of time. *
(Yes, everything goes into my Memory box in my Brain. Including notes inside my Science textbook, Guitar tabs, Dance moves/steps and past memories)

-Capricorn Positive Traits-

Resourceful but cautious.
Tends to be very disciplined.
Reserved and cool under fire.
Demonstrate a real ability to overcome most hardships that get in the way of pursuing ones ambition.
Practical and prudent.
Ambitious and disciplined.
Patient and careful.
Humorous and reserved.

Lucky Day: Saturday.
Yes, I'm always in love with Saturday.

Lucky Colour (Anything related to dark colours): Brown, Steel, Grey, Black.

Health:
Each sign has a part of the anatomy attached to it, making this the area of the body that is most sensitive to stimulation. The anatomical areas for Capricorn are the knees and lower legs.

Yes, my Knees had dislocated before during Wushu training. Pain like fucking hell. I couldn't forget that I was perspiring cold sweat. I was very afraid. That's another reason why I can't do heavy sport anymore. Running too fast is another problem too.

Likes:
Reliability.
Professionalism.
Knowing what you discuss.
Firm Foundations.
Purpose.
Family events.
Music.
Work.
Traditions.

Dislikes:
Wild Schemes.
Fantasies.
Go-nowhere jobs.
Ignominy.
Ridicule.
Show-offs.
Frivolous bobbles.
Excess.
Tardiness.

Ridicule: I just cannot stand it when people made fun of me. Especially the races I'm racist of ;)
Show-offs: When it comes to guys. But girls too.
Frivolous bobbles: I prefer serious attention.

Source:
http://saturnchild.tripod.com/ducky66/capricorn.html
http://www.astrology-insight.com/capricorn.htm
http://www.astrology-online.com/capricrn.htm
http://immigrate2us.net/forum/showthread.php?6874-Fun-Facts-About-Capricorn-December-22-January-19

Friday, 11.2.2011

2011-02-11T18:43:00.013+08:00

'Especially being with you... with you around me.
Communicating is not needed, I just want you.
To be with me.'

Stunned when I saw this poem. It explain how I really felt towards you.
I'm seriously confused and melancholy.
I can't control my Heart.
I can't control my Mind.
I can't stop thinking about you.

When I'm revising through the chords and tabs, I couldn't concentrate.
Tell me now, what should I fucking do to stop all this?
Is this called a batty love? Or am I simply addicted to you?

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Saturday, 5.2.2011

2011-02-05T13:58:00.014+08:00

Yesterday was enjoyable. Woke up around 11 AM plus yesterday. Bathed, blow-dry my hair and straighten it. Wore a Red T-shirt and White Bermuda Pants. Like I said, I did not buy any Chinese New Year clothes. Wasn't that interested actually. But I brought my White Bermuda Pants about 1 month ago. So it's counted new I guess.

Went up to 8th floor because the gathering is held at there. Lol, just take the Lift, reached my destination. Went in to BlueFreak's house, called/address them(adults). Went in to Jia Leng's room immediately because I got no space of my own. Heard some murmurings saying that I've grown up already, hair changed til like girl. Of course I'm growing up, if not what? Remain very young meh?

Felt awkward actually. A while, Jia Leng jie came in the room and we talked. Not long, Yun Shuang came. Fcuk, she's freaking tall. Without spec, she looks very pretty. Tall=remind me of SooYoung. My heart sink a bit when she sit beside me. I kept imagine SooYoung sitting beside me. One thing that ruin my Mood was, when you wished me 'Happy Chinese New Year' and shook my hand, please don't add a 'don't act cool' behind it.

It's because, I don't at all. Sitting there quietly means acting cool? What if I'm quiet in nature? LMFAO. Pathetic. Also, Don't ask me why my hair is covering my Eyes too. Come on, it's just a hair.

Suddenly, Ah Mm(Jia Leng's Mum) came in the room and gave me a plate of food to eat. Shocked plus grateful. Tried my best to eat because I don't feel like eating. Lol.

In the afternoon, more and more people came. All I could say is, Ah Bing and Jia Li jie fcuk chio. I got the feeling when Ah Bing Jie give me hong bao, there's a 'L.A' feeling : ))

About 9 PM plus, took the Lift down to 5th floor, home sweet home. Exhausted but continue playing The Sim 3: Late Night. Addicted to that game. About 12.30 AM, went to sleep.

Actually, I didn't intend to go 'bai nian'. Wasn't that interesting after all. What made me go is because I had the feeling of missing someone. I'm glad you turned up because last year you didn't. You're still beautiful as always.

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Saturday, 9.1.2011

2011-01-09T12:25:00.013+08:00

It's been nearly 1 week since School reopened. Went to the Salon to have a haircut on Wednesday night. Now my Fringe length is only till my Eyes. At least it's good, I won't be playing hide-and-seek with DMs. It's a bit tiring : \

Form+Co.Form Teachers: Mdm.Yeo+Mdm.Chang
English Teacher: Miss.Sherlyn Goh
Mathematics Teacher: Mdm.Yeo
Science Teachers: Miss.Mazrina and Mr.Ang
Mother Tongue Teacher: Mdm.Chang
P.E: Mr.Hanif/ Mdm.Yeo+Miss.Goh
CPA: Mdm.Ho and Mr.Leslie Tan
EBS: Mr.Mohammad Elfie
CME: Mdm.Yeo

Will be having P.E two times a week. Seriously killing me. I'm not an active person, I tend to back out everything related to P.E. Lmao. I'm afraid of English Lessons now. I don't like my Mother Tongue Teacher, she's weird.

I'm afraid of this year.Will be taking N Level. Needa pay attention in Class. Especially Mathematics and Science.
Me V.S Sleep.

I need this Song to keep me awake.

*Bring Me The Horizon - Diamonds Aren't Forever

:

We will never sleep, cause sleep is for the weak.
And we will never rest, till we're all fucking dead. (X6)

I refuse, I refuse.
I refuse to close my Eyes.

I refuse to close my Eyes.
I have love, and I have lost.
I have turned, and I have tossed.
I have listened, and I have watched.
I have gave into this long enough.
I have lost, and I have love.

Sleep have stolen far too much.
So don't close your eyes, not just yet - Sleep is just a cousin of Death.

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Wednesday, 29.12.2010

2010-12-29T22:08:00.005+08:00

Happy Birthday Yu(Hanness De Buhr), Katherine Moennig arnd Narsha.
Birthday was awesome because of Lianna&Willyn.
Pictures below this Post, I freaking love the picture of me blowing the candles : ))

- Birthday Surprise.
They surprise me outside my House. I was walking normally to meet Willyn as she text me yesterday to meet her because she wanted to give me my Birthday Present. When I was walking along the corridor, they 'boo' me. Jump up of course, body collision.

-Void-deck
Ate arnd took pictures at void-deck. Hilarious much during photo taking. Lol. Especially the 'close-up photo taking'. Wasn't use to it when a face was near me. Lmao.

-Home
After that, bid-goodbye to them. Reached home, took pictures of the present they gave me. Before opening, I touch around the present. I couldn't guess what's inside. When I opened, I'm speechless.

-Birthday Present

It contains
-Twistie(Tomato flavour),
-Strawberry Kiss(Yupi Gummy Candies),
-Gummy Lunch(Yupi Gummy Candies),
-Mini Burger(Yupi Gummy Candies),
-Iced Cola(Yupi Gummy Candies),
-Apple Ring(Yupi Gummy Candies),
-Chewy Candy(Fruit Plus),
-FOX'S (Crystal Clear),
-Mentos Sweet,
-2 Chocolates
-A few snacks.

I'm speechless because NO ONE ever gave me this type of present. It's like everything that contain inside is my Favourite thing. Yes, I love sweets. I'm gonna have diabetes soon. Yes, I love Twistie cracker, but Tomato flavour. See, totally awesome.

Once again, Thank you Lianna ♥ arnd Willyn ♥

I'm thankful for the people in Facebook who wished me the Birthday Greetings. (Names are list according from the 1st greeting til the last greetings : ))

-Willyn Yeo Li Zhen
-Lianna Ma
-Max Donttouchme
-Vanessa Smith
-Pig IsDying
-Sharon McClean
-Chrno Pharos EndlessAgony
-Jackson Evolution
-Ridhayu Isham
-Arie Volkovna Arifin
-Fion Tfo Ong
-Paige Windsor
-Mandy Horvejkul
-Toh Wei Xian
-Yanaa Jepun
-Kelly Zhuo
-Fatin Fatini
-Camillia Ong
-Karine Tay
-Warren Manischles Skype
-Tan Sheh Teng
-XiaoDoll UrNuer
-Nyssa Love Rabbits
-Toh XinYi
-Tan RenXue
-Chorkerlets Lotts
-탁운상 ｼ кaяine-Ella Lena Anderson-Jorge Gonzalez
-Parker Van Beest -坂本ハナ (Shahanah Jane)

On your Birthday, I ma wish you back too. Like I said, I'm a grateful person.

Wednesday, 29.12.2010

2010-12-29T22:02:00.006+08:00

Saturday, 25.12.2010

2010-12-25T15:33:00.006+08:00

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Celebrate Christmas with Family arnd Cousin in the afternoon.
Pictures below this Post.
Mum cooked Spaghetti, Macaroni Salad, Corn Flour+Corn.

Happy Birthday Park KaHi arnd Jess still ♥♥

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Saturday, 25.12.2010

2010-12-25T15:04:00.010+08:00

Sunday, 4.12.2010

2010-12-04T18:26:00.015+08:00

- DECEMBER BABIES -

Friday, 3.12.2010 - Ozzy Osbourne

Sunday, 5.12.2010 - Kwon YuRi (SNSD) KPOP

Monday, 6.12.2010 - Jungle George (The Veronicas's Guitarist)

Sunday, 12.12.2010 - Shin[Time Reumann] (Cinema Bizarre's Drummer)

Monday, 13.12.2010 - Taylor Swift

Tuesday, 14.12.2010 - Alex Gaskarth (All Time Low's Lead Singer)

Saturday, 18.12.2010 - Trish Stratues (WWE Diva)
Tiffany Rose Mulheron (Scottish Actress)
Bridgit Mendler (American teen actress and singer)
Rian Dawson (All Time Low's Drummer)

Saturday, 25.12.2010 - The Veronicas (Twins Singer)
Park KaHi (After School's Leader) KPOP

Monday, 27.12.2010 - Hayley Nichole Williams (Paramore's Lead Singer)

Wednesday , 29.12.2010 - My Birthday
Yu[Hannes De Buhr] (Cinema Bizarre's Guitarist)
Katherine Sian Moennig (American Actress)
Narsha (Brown Eyed Girl) KPOP

*Next Life, I hope I'm still a December Baby. Kinda proud of it. It's winter season too. Two Musicians and an Actress same Birthday as me. All this celebrity is an obvious I do know them, I mean, I either listened to them or watched their Drama/Movie before. So don't think I just randomly find any celebrity whom birthday is on December. *

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Thursday , 16 . 9 . 2010

2010-09-16T15:08:00.016+08:00

[This post going to be Wordy cause I'm posting about what happen to my Dad]

Pass few days had been a disaster for me . I didn't expect Dad's health to get worsen . On Tuesday[14.9.2009] Morning , Dad would usually went down to the Market arnd buy breakfast for us . As usual , I would be using the Computer , talking to Jess .

After that , I went to the kitchen to comb my hair while waiting for the Gel in my hair to dry . I was surprised that Dad suddenly came back , telling me his chest very pain arnd he can't walk far anymore . Guess where he walk till only ? He walk til the Playground below near the Tuition Center . It's like omfg . How much more distance can he walk ?

So , I tell him that I cook Instant Noodle for myself arnd Vant (I don't really care about David) . But he insist that I should go to the market arnd buy . Stubbornness is living inside me . After that , I went to School with David as usual . Thinking that my Dad would be alright as long as he had his Sleep .

When I reached home after School , Mum told me that Dad couldn't take it anymore . Cause Dad told me that his nerve is squeezing , which means the Blood couldn't flood through the Heart . It's the same illness with my Grandmother(Dad's Mum) . The cure for this is putting a tube into your nerve . Then the Doctor will press a thing to pump , which will expand your nerve .

First , we took a Cab to Choa Chu Kang Polyclinic . The Doctor check his High Blood Pressure arnd it's 240/140 . The Doctor said it's too high already , needa immediately go to a Hospital . So , he ask Dad which Hospital he wanna go . Dad replied 'GH' . Then , we cab down to SGH .

My first time helping Dad to register . It's a good experience . But I was frowning all the time because some People out there , doesn't know what does Long Hair means . As usual , I walk pass them arnd said 'mei you kan chang tou fa guo uh?' (Never see long hair before uh) _l_

I went back to the Place where Dad is standing .. I couldn't find him . I called him . He told me he was in a Room . So , I went to that Room . He was in a Stretcher . The moment I saw him laying in that Stretcher , I feel like crying already . He told me to Register at another counter again . But this time , he gave me his IC . Then I register luh . After that , I needa wait for the Doctor to call 'Toh Poh Beng's relatives' . I waited for like soo fucking long ?

Soon , Mum joined me . While we were there waiting , there's this girl arnd her siblings . Total about 4 plus her , so 5 . That girl got a 'Chinese word tattoo' at her right Bicep . Which attracts me . Mum said she's so havoc type because the way she talk , all those 'ji bye , kao beh' came out from her mouth . But to me , it's havoc arnd 'ah lian' . She was wearing a white singlet , black pants + Sling bag (So cool) . I observe luh . She was getting pissed off waiting .

For a few times , I caught her looking at me . Happy to the max man . Then suddenly , a Nurse came to announce , asking someone's relatives . She went to the Nurse arnd said angrily 'Why so long? We wait arnd wait arnd wait , I just want to see my Grandma cannot meh?' + some hand movement like 'what?what?' . Mum arnd I were smiling to each other cause we find it funny . I bet the Nurse must be afraid too . Tsk tsk tsk .

We both waited from 4 PM - 8 PM . We didn't had our Lunch arnd Dinner yet . Like wtf ? After that , the Nurse called . So Mum went to the Counter for the Papers&Bills . The Counter told Mum where to go(to wait for Dad) . We wait at there for like 45 Minutes . After that , Dad's stretcher suddenly appear from the Emergency Door . The Door auto open , like omfg . I feel like we're shooting MV .

Then there's a lot of Nurses around Dad . Two of the Nurses push Dad's stretcher while Mum arnd I walk behind . I was the last . Because my Eyes filled with Tears already . So , I keep blinking to make the Tears away . Dad arnd those Nurses took different Lift from us because there's no enough space . Dad is located at Ward 44 , Room 9 . We went in there arnd the Nurse gave Dad the 'hospital clothes' . Dad just change it into the Hospital Clothes immediately , while sitting down at the Bed .

Then the Nurse paste some 'white circle' thing on his chest . I think it's to see his High Blood Pressure beat . After that , we went to find Food for Dad , especially Fruits arnd Bread . Sadly , the Canteen is closed . We got no choice but to walk a far distance to get Seaweed Soup + Rice for Dad . Dad complain why we brought this cause he want something simple to eat . Mum explain to him saying that we can't find it anywhere as the Canteen is close .

After that , he eat it luh . He eat hungrily man . Wtf . First time seeing Mum served Dad . Like pouring water for him , making his Pillow higher for him to sit . I also saw tears in her eyes . Sigh ... After that , we went home . It was about 10 PM plus , going to 11 PM . Took the bus 190 Home . Alight at Bangkit , walk to Kim San Leng with Mum to have our supper . Ate spaghetti . After that , reached home arnd bath exactly at 12 AM .

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Wednesday , 15.9.2010

About 11 AM plus , I was still asleep . Ah mm(jia leng&BlueFreak's Mum) tap my shoulder . I look at her arnd give those shock face . LOL . I was still lying at the bed . She asked about my Dad , telling me not to eat outside food even it's a fried bee hoon . Who knows that the oil has been re-using . So , own-self cook is the Best . She said past few days , she have been telling Dad to see a Doctor because Dad got mention to her that his chest always pain when walking a long distance . Then I just said 'he stubborn mah' .

She even told me the steps of cooking Vegetables . Until now , it's still in my Brain : DD
I also told her that BlueFreak's goal before going to L.A was to eat Moon Cake . Ah mm gave a big laugh which make me laugh also . Hahah . Then she ask me why BlueFreak didn't tell her ? Then I said I don't know , I read it from his Blog . *explaining what is Blog , like saying it as 'Shang wang ke yi type hao xiang jin tian fa shen si mo shi' (Go internet arnd type like today what happen)

After that , she needa go already cause she going to someone's house . So , I opened the door arnd told her to be careful as the floor is slippery . After that , I wanted to brush my teeth arnd get prepare . House phone suddenly ring . It's Ah si jie jie , asking for my Dad's Number . Not long , it's another Ah beh(Eldest) , also call to ask about my Dad .

In the afternoon , Mum told me that Dad needa do an operation . Like I said , putting a tube into your nerve , connecting to the heart arnd pump it . I was very worried that I cried like fuck . Cause I keep imagine those stupid things I shouldn't be thinking . Because I felt very in-secure without my Father as I haven't found my Independence . The next day , which is Today , I keep wondering about my Dad .

Lianna bluff me that she ain't coming to School . But in the end , she surprise me by putting a small Hamster cage from my back . Hahah , it's a girl . So her name is Electric . Cool uh . When I reached home , Mum told me Dad is back . Totally shock . Went to the toilet arnd hear if got sound . Cause usually when he bath (got those tap water sound) . When he came out , more shocking . His tummy became thinner a bit . LOL ! But he still need to go back to the Hospital to do some exercise arnd checking .

Total hospital bill = 9 K . Lucky we can still afford . But Dad's Bank Account inside the Money is empty already : <<>

Alright , this post is kinda wordy because I'm telling WHAT HAD HAPPEN OKAY?!??! Tomorrow , I'm not turning up for School . Teehee . K bye .

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I seriously thank my Cousins arnd Relatives . Especially Gim Hsiang arnd Jia Ling (Facebook) . I also thank Gim Hsiang's Mum , Jia Leng's Mum . Gim Hsiang's Mum keep calling to ask about the situation . Really thanks a lot , I seriously appreciate it .

Lastly , My friends ... Closed friends of mine . You guys rock , Seriously . Lianna and Poh Choo , thanks a lot . This is 'true' friends .. Thanks for cheering me up , supporting me .

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Thursday , 2 . 9 . 2010

2010-09-02T18:05:00.005+08:00

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SuicideGirls are sooo HAWT !
Search at Google Image for any of their pics .
HOT MODELS .
Take a look at their Pictures :

http://theunclean.com/gallery/suicidegirls/

Amazing skills of Photography .

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Tuesday , 1 / 6 / 2010 [R.I.P Thomas]

2010-06-01T16:23:00.005+08:00

R.I.P Thomas .. Find your way to heaven. That's all I could say. Below are the pictures taken by me when he was alive. There are some at Mum's camera.

We didn't know why he died. Yesterday midnight, Mum realized that Thomas's mouth area became hairless and he seems weak. It's like no matter how we touch him, give him some food like bread, he's not willing to eat or react. He's very skinny too. I think his mouth hurt, that's why he doesn't want to eat or react.

Mum predict that he might not live till tomorrow which is today. Yeah, it's true arnd it hurts me to see him go. I didn't carry him for like 4 months. All along, it's David who took care of him. We didn't know what time he passed on. David found him dead when he woke up at 6.30 AM. So maybe from 2 AM plus to 6.30 AM. It's from 2AM plus because we turn in around that timing.

In the morning, I was still lying on the bed. Vant came in crying telling me that Thomas pass away. I just replied 'oh okay'. I went to toilet after that, burst into tears. After that, I went to see his body. He was lying comfortably but his eyes are still open.

Rest in peace buddy.

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Tuesday , 1 / 6 / 2010 [R.I.P Thomas][Pictures]

2010-06-01T15:32:00.010+08:00

Friday , 28 / 5 / 2010

2010-05-28T19:19:00.015+08:00

[You broke my heart again ...GLJX ]

I saw her on Wednesday, 26.5.2010 again. I saw her when I was on my way back from the market. I went to the market to buy Koko Crunch arnd HL Milk. When I saw her under my block , I stare at her for a moment when walking past her.

She look at me with those 'blur' expression. I guess it's because of my fringe. I look away and smile. I felt like a complete idiot. My mouth just fucking react on its own. Once again, I'm gutless to look at you and smile.

You're the first girl who had my everything.

Wednesday , 12 / 5 / 2010

2010-05-12T09:40:00.004+08:00