Friday, February 11, 2011
Friday, 11.2.2011
'Especially being with you... with you around me.
Communicating is not needed, I just want you.
To be with me.'
Stunned when I saw this poem. It explain how I really felt towards you.
I'm seriously confused and melancholy.
I can't control my Heart.
I can't control my Mind.
I can't stop thinking about you.
When I'm revising through the chords and tabs, I couldn't concentrate.
Tell me now, what should I fucking do to stop all this?
Is this called a batty love? Or am I simply addicted to you?
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Labels: Fuck My Life.
Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , February 11, 2011
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Saturday, February 5, 2011
Saturday, 5.2.2011
Yesterday was enjoyable. Woke up around 11 AM plus yesterday. Bathed, blow-dry my hair and straighten it. Wore a Red T-shirt and White Bermuda Pants. Like I said, I did not buy any Chinese New Year clothes. Wasn't that interested actually. But I brought my White Bermuda Pants about 1 month ago. So it's counted new I guess.
Went up to 8th floor because the gathering is held at there. Lol, just take the Lift, reached my destination. Went in to BlueFreak's house, called/address them(adults). Went in to Jia Leng's room immediately because I got no space of my own. Heard some murmurings saying that I've grown up already, hair changed til like girl. Of course I'm growing up, if not what? Remain very young meh?
Felt awkward actually. A while, Jia Leng jie came in the room and we talked. Not long, Yun Shuang came. Fcuk, she's freaking tall. Without spec, she looks very pretty. Tall=remind me of SooYoung. My heart sink a bit when she sit beside me. I kept imagine SooYoung sitting beside me. One thing that ruin my Mood was, when you wished me 'Happy Chinese New Year' and shook my hand, please don't add a 'don't act cool' behind it.
It's because, I don't at all. Sitting there quietly means acting cool? What if I'm quiet in nature? LMFAO. Pathetic. Also, Don't ask me why my hair is covering my Eyes too. Come on, it's just a hair.
Suddenly, Ah Mm(Jia Leng's Mum) came in the room and gave me a plate of food to eat. Shocked plus grateful. Tried my best to eat because I don't feel like eating. Lol.
In the afternoon, more and more people came. All I could say is, Ah Bing and Jia Li jie fcuk chio. I got the feeling when Ah Bing Jie give me hong bao, there's a 'L.A' feeling : ))
About 9 PM plus, took the Lift down to 5th floor, home sweet home. Exhausted but continue playing The Sim 3: Late Night. Addicted to that game. About 12.30 AM, went to sleep.
Actually, I didn't intend to go 'bai nian'. Wasn't that interesting after all. What made me go is because I had the feeling of missing someone. I'm glad you turned up because last year you didn't. You're still beautiful as always.
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Labels: 2011 Chinese New Year
Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , February 05, 2011
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