Wednesday, April 24, 2013
Wednesday, 24.4.2013
I'm seriously very bored nowadays. So what I do to keep myself entertained is watching live performance videos, animes or reading news. Live performance videos like Rui En, Justin Bieber, Christina Chandler, K-pop, etc. Daily routine for me during the weekdays would be leaving home at 5:35 am to smoke to open up my lungs before going jogging at 5:45 am. About 6:20 am I'll reached home. Wash up and then back to sleep.
About 11:30 am to 12:30 pm then I'll get up, with a heavy head because due to lack of sleep because almost every night, I can't sleep. I will end up sleeping at 2 am plus or 3 am plus and then get up at 5:15 am to prepare for morning jog. After waking up from 11:30 am to 12:30 pm, have lunch and then use my laptop. Some times in between my afternoon I will fold my clothes and wash plates. If not it'll be watching live performance videos. My dad did tell me to go find a job while waiting for school to start on the 20th May.
But it's very hard for me to find a job as who would want to hire someone who is willing to work for 1 month only. I felt that I'm really wasting my time. Why can't the school give me some Business and Accounting worksheets so that during my this free time, I can practice and study before school starts. Talking about starting of school, I'm pretty excited but I'm gonna always keep calm on the outside. New interesting life begin + STRESS.
I really need some new friends in my life. Ever since I decided not to contact my two close friends because of some cork up happening. Now I'm only left with Pal, my one and only trustworthy close friend and other friends is not very important to me. Hopefully those new classmates is able to approach me because up till now it's my 4th or 5th session of Confirmation class at Church and I haven't made any new friends.
There are a few reasons actually. Firstly, most of them are adults and I'm the second youngest there. Secondly, I might seem unapproachable because of my body inks, hairstyle or my cold/emotionless face expression. And I'm always hoping someone will approach me. Don't be so judgmental. But one thing I'm really afraid of making new friends is that I detest people who text me or call me when they need something/need me to help them with something. Or worst, people that back stab me.
So basically this post is to tell everyone that I need new friends in my life. Maybe some pretty ones that can keep me entertained. Haha.
Labels: New friends needed.
Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , April 24, 2013
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