The Dreams we are chasing and the reality that is chasing us are always parallel; they will never meet.

 

Saturday, April 21, 2012

Wrist Tattoo (20.4.2012)



Done with my wrist tattoo yesterday. The pain was pretty much alright except when it comes to my left wrist. The pain was unbearable and my whole hand went numb. So it's like numb+very pain. I feel like dying during that time. But thankfully before he start tattoo-ing my wrist, he changed the Music to heavy metal. Which sort of distract me as I listen to it while he tattoo. So now I really respect those people out there who had so many tattoos on their body. After tattoo-ing, the feeling was very familiar to me and to the people who have slit their wrist before. So it's was relaxing on my way home.


Next I would like to have the word ''Capricorn'' on my both upper forearm because my personality is pretty much like a Capricorn. It's about the same place where G-Dragon had his first tattoo, ''Vita Dolce'' and ''moderato''. Means ''Let's enjoy and live a sweet life.''http://bigbangkorean.wordpress.com/2007/12/07/the-secret-behind-gds-tattoos-exposed/ 
After that, lower back and half sleeve. Asked a tattoo shop at FarEast Plaza what's the estimate price for lower back and half sleeve and I send them the pictures.


Lower back cost about 300$ (Full lower back length): http://s905.photobucket.com/albums/ac259/ViberLust/Random/?action=view&current=TribalTattoo.jpg

Half Sleeve cost about 800$ - 1800$: http://s905.photobucket.com/albums/ac259/ViberLust/Random/?action=view&current=Another_guitar_skull_tattoo_by_supersik.jpg

As for the spaces left for my half sleeve, I'm using this rose to fill it up: http://s905.photobucket.com/albums/ac259/ViberLust/Random/?action=view&current=guitar-tribal-rose-skulls.jpg


My goal is to get half sleeve tattoo after ITE, but before 21 years old. So during the holidays, I ma work and save up. I want to turn 18 years old quickly because I want to work at pub as a washer or a waiter as the pay is good and you can earn tips. And slowly to a bartender.  


*I'd prefer to tattoo things about my life and not for attention. So if Mum and Dad passed on, I want to tattoo both of their pictures.*


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Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Tuesday, 10.4.2012
















































Electric passed away today. During School hours, I received Mum's text telling me that Baby has died and her position is sitting down. So I tell myself that I won't cry, it's not really a big deal. Once I reached home, I went to take a look at her cage. She was sitting down, beside her food plate. As usual, she love to eat but no matter how much she eat, her size always remain the same.


My heart feels heavy and I cried. I cried more when Mum text me when I reached home cause my screensaver is a picture of Electric. Touch and took the last picture of her.


Yes, it may be nonsense or childish to you that I cried over a fucking hamster. And no, you don't/will not understand because I've developed a liking feeling for Electric and I take her as my daughter. What's more, it's precious to me because it's Lianna who give it to me.


I still remember that day when Lianna gave it to me, I was feeling very excited inside. Once I reached home, I carried it and put her on my bed. So that she will know my smell. And the reason why I named her Electric it's because she run damn fast when you carry her. I still can't believe that she had passed away because she has no illness or injuries.

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