Saturday, December 29, 2012
Saturday, 29.12.2012
Like fucking finally I've turned 17! :) Can't wait for next year because I'm turning 18 years old. Which means... I can buy cigarettes, alcohol myself. Grateful to my close friends, Pal, Lianna and Willyn ♥. Not forgetting baby and the group. Next, family and cousins :)
Yesterday, I celebrate my early birthday with baby and Lianna. Then later at night, with the group. Don't intend to celebrate cause I don't feel like to. Was playing GTA Vice City happily. Felt a lil tired so decided to sleep. When I was about to lie down, David opened the door and came into the room. Telling me that one of my friend came, don't let her wait outside. I started wondering who was it.
Went to the living room and saw it's Lianna :) After a while, baby also appeared. Opened the door and let them in. Baby was preparing the cake stuff while Lianna kept pestering me to change into something nice. Didn't know what to wear. Had the feeling we might be going to town. So I decided to wear the new black dress I brought from Malaysia. Lianna wanted to come into the room when I need to change because she said it's awkward for her outside.
So I told her to go into my room and play GTA Vice City. After I'm done changing, went into my room and asked her how was it. She told me the car exploded. I looked where the character is standing. It's standing outside the hospital. She made my car explode, she made my character injured and die :(
Quickly saved the game and go out to the living room with Lianna. Took pictures before cutting the cake for myself, baby, Lianna, Dad and Granddad to eat. After we finished the cake, clear the plates and we leave home. We smoked while waiting for the bus 190.
Alight somewhere near Somerset 313. Went to smoke first before walking around, looking at clothes, shoes and accessories. End up, there's still a lot of time before it reached 7:30 pm. It's because 7:30 pm, we're meeting the group. Baby went to the hair salon where last time he worked at to shave his hair because on Thursday (27.12.2012), baby attend his motorcycling lesson and when he took off the helmet when lesson ended, top part of his head hurts.
It's because that time when we went to buy the helmets, baby didn't grow out so much hair. Lianna kept calling him buffalo too XD After his hair cut, we walked to Wheelock to have our dinner. We had our dinner at Skinny Pizza. Waited for the que and waited for the group for so long. The waitress even asked what time is our friends coming because other customers might need the extra table. End up Nicholas and Matthew came. They told baby that they go withdraw money. After a while, baby received a text from them saying that it's too expensive, they can't afford.
Still, a lil happy that they came. Did not see Norton and Princess thou. After dinner, we went to the open space outside Wheelock to smoke before walking to the bus stop as Lianna needs to go off first. Wait for the bus with her as it was crowded :/ After a while, baby received a phone call from his mum that he needs to go home to pack his stuff for KL trip.
Bid goodbye to Nicholas and Matthew. Baby and I crossed the green man crossing quickly as he saw the bus 174 arrived. Baby flag the bus to stop because it isn't that crowded and the bus just freaking drive off. Some more, we standing on the side road below the curb because just now when we're crossing the green man, we just walk across the road.
Baby got angry that he slammed the side of the bus and shout. After that, he point middle finger at the bus :/ Went to one corner to smoke with baby while waiting for bus 77. Told him not to be angry. Glad that he's able to calm down after a while :) During the bus ride home, baby told me a lot of stuff :/
When we're reaching West Mall bus interchange, Sky kor called baby, asking what bus we're taking from town. There's another bus 77 in front of us. So the bus driver just drive passed that bus 77 and we saw kor inside that bus. So coincidence :)
Alight and kor gave me the present :) Walked back home quickly as mummy is waiting for us because baby is using mummy's car to drive me home again. Reached my place car park and we smoked because it's baby's last stick. He can't bring cigarette pack into Malaysia and Malaysia cigarettes sucks to the max. Didn't want it to be baby's last stick, so I passed him another stick so that today morning before he leave, he can smoke one more stick.
Overall, I did enjoyed myself yesterday :) Felt so blessed to have these people around me. Thank you Lord.
As for today, the actual celebration with my two close friends felt real because today is the actual day. As always, I believed their lies. Lianna told me that she had work today as she showed me her working schedule. So the surprise goes like this...
I woke up from my nap around 4 pm plus and I checked my phone, Willyn messaged me that she's coming over to pass me my present. Quickly went to brush my teeth and re straighten my hair. After that, continue playing GTA Vice City until she called me to meet her downstairs as her dad drive her to my place.
Took the lift down and I saw her outside the lift. The first thing she told me was not to laugh at the present she got me and she hide it behind her back. Close my eyes and kept telling her that I won't laugh. Suddenly I smell candles and there's warm feeling. Opened my eyes and I saw Lianna holding the cake. My first thought was ''Huh? how come you're here?''
They sang birthday song for me then I blew the cake. After blowing, make a wish. We went to the table to place the cake down to eat. Before eating, I went up to take 3 plates and 3 forks. Took the lift down and we started eating the cake. We drank the Taiwan Lychee beer too. After finishing the cake, we ate pizzas.
When eating the pizzas half way, my body starts to feel hot and my back hurts a lot. Must be the beer. After we're done eating the pizza, they gave me the birthday present then we took pictures before we went up to my place as Lianna and Willyn wants to wash their hands. Then, we talked a while in my room about my picture hanging on the wall before leaving home. When we're at the staircase, Lianna and I smoke.
After we're done smoking, send Lianna and Willyn off the lift. Went to blog for a while before leaving home with Dad, lil brother and lil sister to cousin's house at 8th floor to celebrate. Brought the cake lil brother and lil sister brought for me and drinks along with us. Reached there and ah mm brought the foods out. Delicious mee and my favourite vegetables - broccoli with mushrooms and carrots.
When I was about to take the food, Jia Leng jie passed me my present and ah mm gave me a red packet. Took pictures of the presents before eating. After eating, went inside Fendy kor's room and we chat a lot. He gave me a lot of advice too. The differences of different mind set, like talking about dreams but not making it into reality. It shows that words are only words, most important is action.
The importance of cert - A person who studys until 45 years old will still lose to a 30 years old. It's about whose more powerful and who got more years to live to gain experience. 30 years old with 5 years working experience or a 45 years old who just completed getting all the certs. So to me, certs is not important at all. All these talks, will always etched in my mind.
Cause I kept telling kor that I don't want ITE to ruin my future plan. I want to make it happen, I want to work in office. Actions are stronger than words.. So another plan kor recommend was me going to private poly. As for the fees, I can work part time as his admin worker. Not only I can train myself and expose myself to admin stuff, the salary is 1.8 k. But fees for private poly is 5k a month.
I really need to have a plan B and to make it work, so that at least next time I can support myself. Plan B was that in the future, I can work in office. Slowly get promoted and salary increase. So that I can buy a car, not so worrying about expenses. But kor did said, promoted = increase of salary, increase of responsibilities and increase of stress. But as always, first step is to get into ITE BUSINESS COURSE. I might be disappointed again on 10th Jan, 2013 for the release of appeal.
Every year about my birthday post, I will post all those names that wished me birthday greetings. Like I always said, I don't need any presents from you. I just need you to wish me a ''Happy birthday'' and I'm happy enough. It's because when you wished me a ''Happy birthday'', it shows that I'm on your mind for a while and you know that it's my birthday today :) #grateful
So here are the names:
Baby♥
Lianna♥
Pal♥
Mummy♥
Baby's mummy♥
Sarina.
Aisah.
Dolly.
Su Yee.
Javier.
Racheal.
Xavier.
Gabriel.
Noel.
Vanessa♥
Fendy kor.
Jacqueline Jia Jie.
Ah mm (Cousin's mother).
Sky kor.
Emoko Yupa.
Nicholas.
Jia Leng jie.
Rina.
Jeremy kor.
Wilson Yeo.
Lee Yee.
Rdotd Artist.
Wei Xian kor.
David.
Illyana.
Alvin.
Red Butane.
Sharon McClean.
Anna Nguyen.
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Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , December 29, 2012
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