Saturday, October 8, 2011
Saturday, 8.10.2011
Yesterday was the last day of my N Level paper. I can’t really describe my feeling. I felt happy and sad at the same time. The reason why I’m sad is because all the past happenings in my secondary school life will be stored as memories in my brain. End of secondary school life = end of teenager days. Still, I’m not prepared to become an adult. As for happy, I can’t wait to work and have a whole make over for the way I dress when I go out.
Even a few months before N Level, I’ve already listed out what I need/want to buy.
Here’s the list:
1. Ipod Nano (16GB) (208$+15$ GST)
2. Radii Moon Walker Shoes (Black): 199$
3. Radii StraightJacket (Black Red): 219$
4. Nike Air Flytop (Black): 189$
5. Puma Suede x Undefeated (Black): 129$
6. Backpack Bag (Black): (Approximately: 80$)
7. Stainless Water Bottle: (Approximately: 20$)
8. Pencil Case: (Approximately: 15$)
9. Stationeries: (Approximately: 15$)
(*I tend to prepare some ‘extra’ money than the exact price in case of some price changed or GST*)
So basically, I always buy things for reasons. I need an Ipod Nano because I know I will need to spend time in School (ITE) for long hours. If I continuously listen music from my mobile, the battery level will decrease very fast. That’s why I need an Ipod Nano. And it’s necessary for me to listen music :\
As for those high cut shoes, like I said, I’m changing the way on how I dress when I go out. For number 6 to 9 is for School needs :)
Alright, let’s talk about my good, close friends.
I just can’t bear to separate with them. Still, what can I do? Life just goes on. Um, I wouldn’t want to type out all the memories I had with them. All those memories are available at my old blog. You can read them if you want to :)
But first, I needa warn you about my typing. Cause the way I typed in the past is seriously
-.-ll
Somehow, I do not wish to make friends with the same character like what my close friends had. I just do not want those new friends of mine in the future to replace them.
Like Lianna, I have to admit her attitude in the past was bad. Now, she improved a lot because of someone she love :) Sometimes without her in School makes me feel damn awkward and shy. Without her, I don’t dare to react ‘big movement’. Like, I can sit down on the chair with my both arms on the table without moving for long hours. Then, my whole arm will go numb. So sometimes, I really need to ‘open up’ a lil bit.
She’s protective too. In the past (Secondary 1 to 2), I often get teased by those malay boys. She’ll stand up for me by telling them to stop it. She’s also the best tag team partner I had whenever we want to talk back to any teachers XD
During my whole year in Secondary school, I also get close with Poh Choo. Which now, she’s my Pal. Whenever I need help, she will try her best to get it or do it for me. Which I really appreciate it a lot :)
When hanging out with her, I will just talk to her about the things which I want to say without considering it. Which makes me feel better too. It’s because, I don’t always talk freely to the people around me. I always keep it to myself. Among my 3 close friends, she’s the one I’m very comfortable with. Maybe it’s because we spend more time with each other.
Not forgetting Willyn :D Whenever I see her around my School, I tend to brighten up a lil bit.
Even thou she left my class when we’re like secondary 2, all those memories are still important to me. She loved to gang up with Lianna and disturb me. For example, when I fall asleep in class, they tend to steal my sweets. Or even touch my boobs.. which I can’t feel anything and continue to sleep. Lmao.
They’re my sweet stealer and I love to share my sweets with them :)
Typing out what I want to say really do make me tear. Totally hate this feeling. My new journey starts next year. My partner in School will change. But still, I will keep in contact with them.
Now… what about Butchy? I hate to leave Butchy as my obsession. As a matter of fact, Butchy knows nothing about how I felt towards Butchy. WTF!! :(
Still, it’s really impossible between us. WEIRD.
This Sunday, I'm going for a job interview. Which is at Somerset. It's a clothing store called Uniqlo. Hopefully I'm able to get into this job because the salary for full time wasn't that bad.
One last thing, I’ve changed my hairstyle to side shaved :) Teehee, like it very much. Like I said, I do everything with a purpose or a reason. Somehow, I want people to know I’m bisexual just by looking at my hair. Side-shaved hairstyle for girls tend to display both a masculine and feminine visage. That’s means, I’m officially looking for someone to love.
Labels: New Journey and New Hairstyle
Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , October 08, 2011
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