Wednesday, May 18, 2011
Wednesday, 18.5.2011
- Self Hurt Of First Love -
When the world turns quiet, Valdis starts to reminisce the past. Those joyful and painful memories... it flows freely into her mind like blood.
It was all thanks to fate which brought them together - able to in the same class, their School live wasn't boring or tough.
"Valerie, what do you want to eat?" asked Valdis.
"I don't know. Perhaps, I do not want to eat." replied Valerie.
Those expression... It hurts Valdis to see her being like this.
"Here, I've gotten a cup of corn with butter for you. Mix it well." said Valdis.
Valerie looked at Valdis surprisingly,
"What about you?"
Valdis forced her smile at Valerie without an answer.
When Valerie was about to finish her cup corn, the School bell began to ring. Living in their own world, they did not notice that everyone was lining up at the parade square, getting ready to head back to the classroom.
Valdis grabbed Valerie's hand and ran to the parade square. In the nick of time, they managed to follow their class que. As time goes by, Valdis's stomach began to growl. All she had in mind was Valarie. Seeing her happy is enough, without knowing the reason why.
There was once when they were waiting for their extra class to start, they sat on the canteen bench. Valerie sat beside Valdis and held her right hand, looking at her beautiful pinky finger.
"One day, I will cut off your pinky finger and replace it with mine." said Valerie.
"I will agree to it but save some money for the operation first!" laughed Valdis.
With Valerie's hand holding onto Valdis's pinky finger, Valerie laid her head on Valdis's shoulders.
This moment... Valdis wished the time could stop. Yet another painful but happy memory for her the next time. When they spend their School life together, Valdis was always the one putting efforts in this relationship. Making Valerie happy no matter what.
When they reached Grade 3, fate decided to separate them. First few days after their lessons, they will meet up with each other. Talk like they never talk before, laugh like they never laugh before.
One thing Valdis did not know was why they stop meeting each other. Soon, they lost the communication of friendship. As years goes by, the word 'strangers' is what they have in mind.
Every break time, Valdis was always alone. She only had a few friends because she don't speak much to people around her. Thinking....... and thinking. Valdis is always in a deep thought. Valerie and her new friends were chatting and laughing happily beside the bench where Valdis sits. She treats Valdis as an invisible tool. All Valdis hope was Valerie, too look at her once again.
Reality is always cruel. Up till now, 13th May 2011, they did not communicate. The only thing Valdis did was adding Valerie in Facebook.
Valdis began to cry when she reminisce those memories. Slitting her wrist, she thought,
"Why?"
"Why must you do that to me?"
"Does our memories even exist to you?"
The worst part was, no one was there to comfort her when she's in pain.
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Labels: Self Hurt Of First Love
Tuesday, May 3, 2011
Tuesday, 3.5.2011
[I was a lil touched when Lianna wrote this on my Sticky Sweets. It was supposed to be 'Jar of Happiness' because I felt happy every time I eat it. But whatever it is, I appreciate it because she's the one who wrote it]
Today, I had so much fun during P.E lesson. All thanks to Lianna!
Okay, this post is gonna be wordy because I'm talking about my story.
Took the LRT train to School as usual. Reached School and walk the staircase up to 4th floor. When I was walking past Willyn's Class, out of no where, I felt someone's hand holding onto my arms tightly, with a 'Boo!'.
Fright the shit hell outta me. I wasn't on my guard because I was always tired in the morning. After her plan of frightening me succeed, she asked me if I got study for Exams. I answered with a No, I'll try to study today. Hahah, lmfao. Every time I'm at home, I don't have the mood for studying. I always spend the time doing the things I like.
After a while, make my way to the back gate to meet Lianna. When I was walking along the Canteen area, the bell rang. But I still insist of waiting for Lianna. When we reached the Parade Square, half the School is already seated.
First lesson was Mathematics. Followed by Science and then recess. During recess, went down to canteen to buy plain waffle for myself while I treat Lianna Chicken Burger. After purchasing, we went up to Class. It was so quiet because it's only the two of us. Lmfao.
After recess, it's CPA. I don't get why teachers kept asking me if I had a haircut for my fringe. It's no big deal actually. First it was Mdm.Ho who spot the difference and asked me if I cut my fringe. Second is Miss.Koh, when I was going to the toilet during recess. It's just some long fringe being cut a few days ago.
During CPA, I WAS VERBALLY MOLESTED BY LIANNA. But I did gain my justice back. I finally felt her boobs! Been such a long time.. Hahah, Awesome much.
Lianna sat beside me during the entire lesson, that's why she;s able to molest me. The reason why I'm able to feel her boobs is because she kept coming close to me. When I want to turn to the another side, I touched until her boobs because she's leaning towards me.
Sometimes, she use her leg to seduce my leg. Without any reason, she will put her arm around the chair I'm sitting. As usual, she will make those stupid, funny, pervy faces to me. Totally hilarious.
After CPA, P.E lesson. Played Basketball with Lianna only. Fun much because it's only the two of us playing basketball. She ran out of energy this time. Hahah. Played 'snatching of ball before shooting it. '
I do not know why I suddenly recalled playing Basketball with Gabrielle. That playground is always full of memories. Bittersweet memories.
Labels: Fun time duing P.E Lesson.
