The Dreams we are chasing and the reality that is chasing us are always parallel; they will never meet.

 

Tuesday, April 10, 2012

Tuesday, 10.4.2012
















































Electric passed away today. During School hours, I received Mum's text telling me that Baby has died and her position is sitting down. So I tell myself that I won't cry, it's not really a big deal. Once I reached home, I went to take a look at her cage. She was sitting down, beside her food plate. As usual, she love to eat but no matter how much she eat, her size always remain the same.


My heart feels heavy and I cried. I cried more when Mum text me when I reached home cause my screensaver is a picture of Electric. Touch and took the last picture of her.


Yes, it may be nonsense or childish to you that I cried over a fucking hamster. And no, you don't/will not understand because I've developed a liking feeling for Electric and I take her as my daughter. What's more, it's precious to me because it's Lianna who give it to me.


I still remember that day when Lianna gave it to me, I was feeling very excited inside. Once I reached home, I carried it and put her on my bed. So that she will know my smell. And the reason why I named her Electric it's because she run damn fast when you carry her. I still can't believe that she had passed away because she has no illness or injuries.

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