Wednesday, March 5, 2014
An illusion created by myself
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An illusion created by myself. The empty space I try to fill up but never managed to. I've never felt so empty after letting her go. Now I have the answers to my loss of appetite, enjoyment and insomnia. I guess I'll still be holding onto something related to her, a time portal to keep the feels from the past. It's a yearning, a craving for joy. A fulfillment that I have not receive, for too long. I'm deprived of happiness that's why I choose to take it from my past. Relieve the memories and feel a self induced happiness. It's a form of escape to me. I've been trying to escape from the present, to go back to the happier times. It feels so miserable and no girl, you'll never know that I treat you way more than friends.
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An illusion created by myself. The empty space I try to fill up but never managed to. I've never felt so empty after letting her go. Now I have the answers to my loss of appetite, enjoyment and insomnia. I guess I'll still be holding onto something related to her, a time portal to keep the feels from the past. It's a yearning, a craving for joy. A fulfillment that I have not receive, for too long. I'm deprived of happiness that's why I choose to take it from my past. Relieve the memories and feel a self induced happiness. It's a form of escape to me. I've been trying to escape from the present, to go back to the happier times. It feels so miserable and no girl, you'll never know that I treat you way more than friends.
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Labels: An illusion created by myself.
Geraldine Alexa Toh Besana , March 05, 2014
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