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Sunday, December 7, 2014

Sunday, 7.12.2014

So apparently yesterday when I was having my afternoon nap, I dreamt of granddad.
I was very sick(throat infection, flu, blocked nose, cough and fever) the past few days and dreaming of granddad was really unexpected because it's been 5 months since he passed on. Luckily I was sick after my exam days as I usually will be sick before exams. Like I said, it was an unexpected dream so when telling mum about the dream, I cried.


The dream goes like this...
Somehow, I was sitting on a chair beside dad's youngest brother, which is my youngest uncle. We were talking about life-and-death experience in the music room. It really felt like a Saturday morning and I told Andrew to go somewhere first before coming back to my place as we're going to my school to settle some stuff. After chatting with my youngest uncle, I told him I had to leave home to go back to school. When I walked out of music room to the living room, I saw Andrew standing outside the door and the door is open. So he walked in and I walked towards him. When walking towards him, I saw granddad behind Andrew and granddad was walking towards me. I walk passed Andrew towards the door and kept my eyes fixed on granddad and kept calling him but he didn't answer me. My youngest uncle came out of the music room to see what's going on but Andrew quickly walked towards his direction and stop him. It's as if I'm the only one who is able to see granddad and Andrew know that I saw granddad, that's why he stopped my youngest uncle from coming towards my direction. And afterwards, I woke up.


Not long after I woke up, my afternoon nap alarm rang. So I went to wash up and prepare to head out with Andrew. When preparing, I was actually reluctant to tell mum about it because it feels so real and unexpected. When explaining how granddad looked like in my dream to mum, he had his eye brow drawn and he looked so fierce. So Andrew said, ''I think it's because back then when his body is in the coffin, he had make-up on.''



And at night when David was showering in my mum's toilet, he said there's a white moth. So mum and I went to take a look, there is.

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