The Dreams we are chasing and the reality that is chasing us are always parallel; they will never meet.

 

Friday, April 1, 2016

Friday, 1st April 2016




I know it's logically stupid to feel heartbroken about this because it's not as if I'm in the right position to date Krystal or I will ever have the chance to. I do know one day that Krystal is gonna marry to some guy, but I just feel heart broken about it.


Firstly it was kahi that announced on her instagram that she's getting marry to this guy and I have to admit her low-key game is strong. Ha what do you expect from a Capricorn woman.
Next horrifying news would be Krystal and Kai are dating.


Ugh I don't feel like talking or interacting with anyone right now I feel so restless 


Wednesday, March 30, 2016

Wednesday, 30th March 2016




I see myself in the mirror and I ask myself
''Should I let you go?''
would that make you happy?
Forget someone like me


I never imagined a life without you
But be happy
Make my lie worth it


I'm letting go of this hand, but I feel the same way
I'll still let you go


That's not the future I see
Like a lonely dog that's tied, just looking at you seems like a sin
I swallow up any regrets
I'm letting you go
Be sure to live a better life than me, promise to be better off


I won't hang on anymore, that's foolish
This is me
Don't hesitate anymore, leave me


It's time for me to give you the last bits of my heart
That fact that we have loved is beautiful


I feel so relieved now
Please don't worry about me
I'm a beautiful liar
No, a cowardly liar

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Thursday, July 30, 2015

Thursday, 30th July 2015



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Saturday, July 25, 2015

Saturday, 25.7.2015

12 Facts:

1. I love to write and I love papers. 



2. I have a diary. Up till today, I’m still writing it.



3. I can’t live without vegetables, apart from oxygen and water.



4. I hate it when people post on my Facebook timeline.
I have this habit to ‘’decorate’’ and post what I want for people to see. Thank god for the Facebook setting of approve or disapprove before posting on someone’s timeline. 



5. I can multitask and hella good at it. 



6. Strong preference and love to shower in cold water.



7. When showering, I have the habit to brush my teeth and then Listerine.
‘’Cleaning’’ the toilet by using the shower head to spray water at the toilet bowl, soap bottles and whole toilet floor. 



8. I enjoy smoking more when there’s music around. If not, I tend to use my ear piece to listen to my music when smoking. 



9. I don’t like interactions during bus ride. 



10. I’d rather die than going to the dentist or hair salon.


11. I have this habit to cut the medication tablets packaging into squares. After consuming one tablet, I'll throw it away. I cannot stand the look of an empty tablet packaging. 



12. I appreciate birthday wishes more than birthday presents.  Because for birthday wishes, it shows that you took the initiative to wish me and you thought of me.  



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Thursday, May 21, 2015

Thursday, 21. 4. 2015



Can anyone tell me what's living life without a purpose? It feels so meaningless.
Why is it so hard for me to expand my social circle?
Why is it that every time I need to club, there's no one to ask.
Why is everybody taking my generosity, being there for them for granted.
Why doesn't anybody prioritize me?
Why don't people mean what they said?


When everyone is down at their lowest, I was there for them, immediately.
IMMEDIATELY. I SAID FUCKING IMMEDIATELY. 
And now I feel so fucking empty for my social life, no one notice it. NO ONE
Yeah, continue focusing on those who show their weakling pain and forget about me,
the one who ease your fucking depression mental state.


Saturday, May 9, 2015

Saturday, 9th May 2015


Haha hi



I was actually hoping that you'll be different from the rest of the females.
Sadly you're just another typical.
I may be seeking for  female flings, but deep down, I seek for a female who is interested with my personality/character.
Not immediately with my body.




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Friday, April 24, 2015

Friday, 24th April 2015.

Of course I know who's the real person behind it, idiot.
If not, why do you think I'm so willing to do all that just for you.

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Wednesday, February 25, 2015

Wednesday, 25.2.2015

Happy birthday Dolphin~

I love you and I mean it.






















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Thursday, February 5, 2015

Tuesday, 5.2.2015

It's rare that girls masturbate thinking about my hairstyle instead of my body. It's common that girls admit to me that they masturbate looking at pictures of my body. For body, any humans can work out and get the same ''tight'' body like mine. As for hairstyle, everyone (girls) can get a side shaved, but not all are able to pull it off well.


Thanks for staying in my life during this short period of time.
I'll miss you, my dolphin.


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Tuesday, December 30, 2014

I DON'T WANNA TURN 19 (29th December, 2014)











  • Sushi fest on the day before my birthday.
  • Korean BBQ and then cake.

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Tuesday, December 23, 2014

Tuesday, 23.12.2014


#Throwback to Who's ready for some beach fun. 


Will be clubbing again at f.Club tomorrow night with the clique.
Gonna re-pain my nails, workout, body whitening spa and facial mask spa before
leaving home to have dinner and then club.

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